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Phoebe Literature| August 20, 2024| Features, Online Issue Pieces, Online Issues, Poetry
And what if I damn you? If I write the explosion
in stageable italics, if I poeticize and profit-size and
donate and educate, what if I learn
your language and boundaries, then what?
What if in my mouth your words simmer
the truth first? If I condemn
you to oblivion, will you know I have spoken?
What good are your ears attached to your nodding skull?
Gazan parents scrape halves of their parents’ souls
from beneath their fingernails. The rest of you
gather the remains in a pile and congregate
to shake your heads once the smoke has died.
The art starts when the dying stops. You set a timer
during my eulogy. Are you comfortable
if I damn you?
You have space to hold the soft parts
of my kind with a disinfected pen, poised and heat-seeking.
The rest of us are unaccounted for.
When the death is new and the body is malleable,
but the death is old and the body is earthy,
the tragedy is worth preserving.
Who do you serve, who do you save
if not the children? Who do you speak for
and what have you done with my mouth?
Not my mouth, but a young boy in rubble.
He leaves one eye propped out on the concrete.
He bears witness to your stare. He is a child
who cannot draw the breath to say to his brother:
“I was hurt under your arm.”
Raya Tuffaha is a Palestinian writer, actor and fight director from Seattle.
Poetry collections: To All the Yellow Flowers (Golden Antelope Press, 2020), apocalypse blues (2022). Her work has been featured with Brave New Voices (2019), Ms. Magazine (2020), Button Poetry (2021), Succarnochee Review (2022), and more. She’s currently researching audience-performer power dynamics in staged violence. BA Swarthmore College. www.rayatuffaha.com. “Let it be a tale.”
Artwork: “Beautiful Pali Woman” by Manal Deeb
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