The Worst Portland in America

Jordan Hamel

Fraternal twin rivers womb

the memorial plaza. A town

in utero, pet food cannery, 

chapel of ease, hockey rink, 

camping store. We carried 

folding chairs to the oxbow 

behind the family pole barn, 

where your inheritance idles. 

On Looking Glass River: muskrats 

skitter over algae like Jesus

lizards for the inland gods.

My jeans fall like statues.

Serrated trees grate skin 

off our backs. The dust

butters my knees. My ass,

white as a doe tail, snapped

by your father’s trigger 

capture wildlife cam. Its motion-

activated eye, a casualty, buried 

in the cutbank upon discovery.

Now it will watch only rotten 

earth and snake worms. Sorry dad. 

No one likes to see things 

grow young together. 

We wipe each other down 

with dead basswood and socks.

Jordan Hamel is an Aotearoa New Zealand writer and Fulbright Scholar. He holds an MFA from the University of Michigan. His debut poetry collection, Everyone is Everyone Except You, was published in New Zealand by Dead Bird Books in 2022 and by Broken Sleep in the UK in 2024. He is the winner of the 2023 Sonora Review Poetry Competition, and the 2023 New Writers UK Poetry Prize. He was the runner-up in the 2023 American Literary Review Poetry Contest and a finalist for the 2024 BOMB Poetry Contest. Recent work can be found or is forthcoming in POETRY, Poetry Daily, Electric Literature, Kenyon Review, The Adroit Journal, FENCE, and elsewhere.

Artwork: “Untitled” by Shelbey Leco

Mixed media collage

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