Missouri Pastoral 01

Brooke Spalding

I’m angry

when neighbors roll slow

and talk                         about god

through the salt-caked 

mini-van window 

but I don’t want to be mad 

       about god

because I know what they mean.


My compost pile thaws in Missouri. My husband and I talk about New York 

in the shower. 

       It’s nice to see a penis 

       when you’re giving up 

       on your dreams together. Limp 

kale hangs                    and

       I think about all the winter

       pruning I was supposed to do. 

I take out 

chicken bones 

from quartered legs,

old jasmine rice,

wet sliced potatoes       I like looking at the compost. At the pile of 

resurrection. The bread

is blooming green mold,  

       that’s a sign of warmth. 

 

God is the feeling of    momentum 

lying on the grass. 

Brooke Spalding is a poet and essayist from Kansas City, Missouri. She is considered “Missouri Hot” which makes the Midwest her final resting place. Her work has appeared or is forthcoming in Tampa Review, Moon City Review, New Delta Review, juste milieu zine, among others. She was nominated for Best of the Net 2023.

Artwork: “Weaponizing Cuteness” by Electra Pelias

Fabric, foam, digital manipulation

Comments are closed.